had & found a few slpin pills at hm. almost self-medicate hopin for a better rest though i noe side effect not so gd. jus wanna forget everything for nw den plan for next when time come but read up on depression & it stated tt one shouldn't self-medicate cos it is extremely dangerous & can b fatal. so shall forgo d slpin pill le.
anw, will drinkin help to relieve d tension nw? i nvr drink till get drunk b4. wat's d feelin like? i wish i can try esp if it can help even if jus temporary measure...
i oso think of loud music w strong bass so it can muffle d noise inside my mind. but dear don like me blastin my earpiece though i don ve those blasting type of music in my phone.
drink + loud music, mayb 1 day if mine at home explode again, i should go to 1 of d pub, etc to get d music + drink since i oso curious on wat it looked like & hw it was like. can kill many birds w jus a move wor. since alrdy exploded, jus let it cont'd to explode lor.
anw, not all d time when i feel low tt i need loud music. sometimes i wan soothin music while sometimes i wanna b in quiet & peaceful environmant away fr ppl & eevrything & b embrace by d nature. so i guess if ever 1 day i went mia, it wont b easy to track me since i don ve any fixed preference on wat i like to do when i'm feelin down.
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