at 1st i tot of finishin it all up. but s clock ticks, i got more & more uneasy. cos mum not cookin & refused me cook bit of rice myself so i promised tt i buy back eat... yet it was getting late...
plus, parents don want me go back myself fr sch even if 7+ pm when it's still bright but it'll get to 8pm soon. ltr they sure angry again... sighed...
angry i go back late, angry i eat late... so i got too 'stress' tt i keep askin when my friends wanna go...
why? WHY? i alrdy hw old. in crude, based on estimation to nearest 10, i alrdy almost 30 le leh... y do i ve to stress over issue tt parents unhappy i go back late, etc... i really hate it... when they wanna protect me till? i not 3 yr old kid. not even teenager... their protectiveness is really stressin me up oso...
i end up took a cab back & luckily i got back b4 parents hm. & sort of jus in time to get mum's call. had to lie i ate dinner le cos i no time to get mine. of course cant cook s they can b back any moment.
好不容易, i destress myself last fri. y do i ve to go thru all these torment again? i noe hw to take care of myself lah. i not d xiao mei mei tt can be easily 骗 lo... can they jus give me a breather?
sob sob sob sob sob... T.T
aaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH............!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so fed up...
tt's y i super hate it if i get tied down & being ctrl too much... tt's y i believed tt thr is a limit in everythin... gg beyond is jus toxic/poison... T.T :(
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