WTH... did i stepped on mum's tail early this mornin? i noe she v cranky cos of her mense... but can she face reality? not only she will feel d discomfort & she'd it for like hw long? at least 3 decade & more loh...
life still have to go on... do she ve to be like tt esp durin these few days? i nvr even do anything. she has to get used to it. don tell me if every gal like tt & workin & every mth cos of this discomfort, gotta take leaves? d leaves oso won b enough. face it... i oso can get d discomfort. i oso may end up takin panadol when i cant tahan. but i still go sch, still go work, etc.
today she jus go out w/o tellin me when usually she will tell me one. so i nvr even get d chance to tell her tt aunt reply me say she'll eat at grandma's hse tml.
i ended up callin mum but she nvr pick up 1st time. i tot she might call back but she nvr so i call again like almost 10 mins ltr. actually, i do ve d urge to keep callin non-stop till her hp burst to show her hw irritatin it'll get. but i decided not to do so. i do tt will jus make me mafan only.
anw, when she picked up on 2nd call, told her but she seemed impatient & wanna hang up immediately. usually b4 she go out, she would also asked if dear workin till late & if i'll b eatin but today, i got no chance to tell her at all even aft i called her. fine... at most i go tabao back or go back cook bit of rice loh...
mayb i shld tabao... or ltr she duno will angry if i go back & she nvr cook mine... & den made me eat her portion den she not happy. wat she really wan lah...
so much for d peace i got temp aft 'solvin' d travel plan. peace jus lasted 1 day? anw, i'm tryin not to b affected by her mood swing anymore. i must learn to b more hard-hearted. if don talk, don talk loh. or i'll always get upset by her. i wanna live happily & not sadly...
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