eventually give up... go see chinese physician for 推拿... whole afternoon in class v 辛苦... d neck, d shoulder, d upper back.
i oso cant decided if i really got better last 2 days or was it d pain killer suppressin d release of substance P (meanin suppressin d pain)... but i refused to take even panadol today.
d only advantage was tt it does help keep me fr dozin off cos when i nodded off, i felt pain & woke up but... i cant stay focus most of d time...
it only felt better if i use my hand to apply pressure on the sore part but i cant possibly b holdin on to it all d time. d chair oso had no support for my upper back and head and so my head seemed to b straining my neck s time passed...
thus, though today, gg grandma's hse for dinner & ytd, my leader told me today got a soka mtg, i decided to give all a miss & go see d chinese physician.
i was alrdy hungry after class s i only had 2 pcs of plain bread for lunch due to 7 hrs straight of lessons. & 1 of d bread was d last pcs meanin d 'skin' part... but i still decide to go ahead for my neck. it's more impt than my stomach. i would still get to eat eventually but i don wan my neck to drag further.
usually i alrdy hard to stay awake all d time in class but it's making it worst. & tml gonna end late and so tt would mean i could only go on sun. if i get better, den gd for me. if not, i would suffer a few more days.
aft d 推拿 was much loosen but nw it seemed to tighten again... jus hope tml will get better. or i dunno wat i can do le... see doctor only get pain killers. sighed.
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