mum's still a sour bitter gourd

wat's so gd bout contradictin???

jus nw in dad's car. took d container of d small kueh tt mum make jus b4 cny. check if it was mouldy in case dad nvr check & jus eat. it was indeed mouldy so i asked mum (who still doesn't seemed to wanna tok to me). i ask if she still wan d container & yet she said no but she grab d container away.

fine... i tot mayb she wanna throw herself. in d end, she brought it hm & jus dump d content, keepin d container. can she make up her mind or not?

it's ok w me tt she don wanna tok. ok. anw, i don really like to tok or to tell her much. cos i duno hw much i can trust her & watever i say or do, she can twist it ard & tell ppl it's her idea (if gd idea/suggestion), or say it's my prob/fault if any thing arise.

i jus don like stay hm seein tt 'spoilt bitter gourd' face which had turn sour oso.... yet, this is my hm...

dad gave me 4 x $1 cos i keepin tt. so i gave mum 2 x $0.5 which is wat i have & would give her sort of in exchange to d money i got. she oso jus take w/o any expression. watever lah. i sick & tired of tryin to get her back to norm... shall let her b wat she wanna b. i'd alrdy did wat i can le.

shall avoid hm s much s possible... but tml weekend... cant avoid... mayb tml still got cousins to cover up... but sun... haiz... i don wan weekend to come...